Sign of Life

Yoga

It is good to practice Yoga everyday.

Sunny Day

Sunny Tuesday. Nothing much to do at work. Look outside through the black window, hot sun is heading above the blue sky. I feel wanna to beach, to swim over the sea, to experience the life at the other side of island. I went to Langkawi during chinese new year but yet to paste any picture here. Shame shame....Will work on it soonest.

Thought of Today

I had miserable days since 2 weeks ago. I lost my direction & live for others. I almost lost myself. I am trying to find my way back home & I know I can be stronger.

Dreams visit us when we are asleep but commitment wakes us up each day and gives us every chance to make our dreams come true! ( I thought I found my dream 2 weeks ago but I was wrong. But I will never give up on looking for better dream. )

Success in life can never be an accident. It’s the result of hardworking and faith in God. Champions are not the people who never fail but the people who never quit. ( I fail again this time but I promise I will success one day very soon. )

Some moments never been passed. Some feelings never been stolen. Some memory never been hidden. Some person never been forgotten. ( There are some moments that I wish to forget but some people will keep reminding you. I wish I lost my memory. )

To Hospital

I rushed mum to hospital on 8th Dec at 3.30am because of her heart problem. Mum admitted to hospital on the same date and was discharged on 11th Dec – the day I won a prize. I was terrific busy for past 2 weeks because I have to work & go hospital everyday. I am glad that mum is getting better now.

Yesterday, I took mum back to hospital for a stress test. The appointment was 2:45pm but they didn’t mention where to go. So, we went an hour earlier & waited at the registration counter from 1:30 – 2:45pm. When the counter opened, we were told to go 1st floor. At 1st floor, we were asked to get a file from ground floor. Went here & there, eventually mum saw doctor at 4:00pm & test finished almost at 5:00pm.

It was a new & nice hospital but the service is really needed to improve. I saw so many well-decorate signboards in this hospital saying about friendly, polite, responsibility & etc. I just wish they could work more aggressive.

Blur Wednesday

I went for Christmas shopping on Christmas day. It was a very enjoyable shopping day but very tired too. Maybe because of the weather or too many people, I caught flue & bad throat at the same night. Hardly to sleep for the whole night & keep turning on bed until the next morning.

Wednesday morning, I came to work with an exhausted body & sleepy eyes. On the way to office, I dropped by to buy newspaper as usual. I was wondering why the newspaper lady gave me a signal "No" but then I realized no newspaper day after holiday. So embarrassed.

My boss came to office & bought me chicken rice for lunch. I don't feel good but still finished it ( no waste ). My worker took half day leave & I have to lock all the gates. It was heavy rain & thunder somemore. I went home sharp at 5pm.

When I got home, Oh my god, I left my cellphone in office. Factory's tools & things keep dissapeared lately & so I have no choose but drove back to office again. The worst part was, I forgot to bring the keys this time! Why am I so forgetful & careless? Lucky my boss's gardener who lives nearby has the spare keys otherwise think I might cry.

Tomorrow is my sister - Sally's birthday but we decided to celebrate earlier. So I went to pick up the pandan layers cake that I've ordered this morning after got my cellphone. "Sorry, your cake is not ready yet, could you please come back after 7pm?" Oh no! Went home again!

I hate when I am sick. I feel so weak & impatience in doing everything. Blur Wednesday, blue my day. >o<

Christmas - Handbag

Hohoho…..My Santa Claus Mimi sent me a lovely handbag today. Thought she forgot to put in the card but then I find out that the card was too big & doesn’t fit. That’s why Mimi needed to send it separately. Haha…Mimi oh Mimi, you always make me laugh. I am so very happy to receive your gift. Thank you very much. ( Hope you’ll read my special thanks note for you here. )

I had a bad day this morning but a great surprise when I am back home. I realized that we would never know what would happen to us for the next day, hour, minute or second. No matter what has or will comes to us, just look forward & see the bright side. Everything will be just fine.

Tomorrow will be Chinese people’s big day – Dong Zhi. Wish all my Chinese friends Happy Dong Zhi & have a great time with beloved family & friends while enjoy the colourful & tasty “Tang Yuan”. Oldest say, we would be older one year by tomorrow & do appreciate everything we had. *-*

Happy Hours

Hohoho…… This is my very first Christmas gift from my best friend - Yvonne. It is a lovely Merry Chrismas pillow. Thank you very much.

Yvonne, Alice and I went to have tea at mamak store last night. We have talk and laugh for 2 ½ hours with just a drink each. Sorry mamak boss, this is our style – plain talk & no food. We have so many topics to put on table, works, shopping, travel & food. Recently we extend our interest to cooking & bakery. So exciting.

I really enjoy the moment we spend together. Cheers for our friendship forever.

It was such a quite street when I was on my way to work today. It is holiday for most of the people unfortunately not for me. Chinese people always say “ Same people different fate.” I just need to accept it.

Rain Over 24 Hours

Planet is sick!

Started rain here 2 days ago. Eventually stopped this afternoon. But the rain won't rest longer. The sky is getting dull again. I think rain is coming soon, again!

Watched the news on TV last night & read newspaper this morning. All about flood in JB ( South Malaysia ). Many people get in troubles. The weather forecast said that the rain will continue for another few days.

What am I gonna do on this rainy day? *_*

Christmas Soon

Christmas is around the corner. Have you feel it yet? This is the picture taken at the shopping mall which I went on last Sunday. Lovely decoration & display.

I have a dream which is to celebrate christmas day in a snowing country someday in near future. I can imagine that I'll be wearing my winter suits & creating my snowman with the loved one. Oh, that will be great!

Even no snowing here but we have rain ok. I just need a christmas tree with some blink blink to please my day. It is heavy raining now & I am just having my hot coffee in my cool cool office. >o<

Do you know your neighbours?

Read an interesting real story today.

A lady stays in a 22 floors apartment for 5 years but yet to see the next door person looks like. The only she could recognize is the vase of flowers & a wooden shoes rack outside her neighbour's house. She believes that the person stays at the upper floor has big foot because everytime he walks in the house, she can hear the heavy steps. One day, the fire alarm suddenly rang & everybody run out from apartment. She just able to grab her cellphone & ran. For the 1st time, she met all her neighbours. She realize all of them are from different type of family with different occupations. Even they are staying under the same roof, so near but seem so far as they have never meet.

I am living in a small place & of course I know most of my neighbours. Do you? I just can't insist staying in a closed & small cage without knowing & talking to each others. Can you?

Express But Not Expressss

A parcel that sent out on last Friday but until today it is still "on the way" progress as what the customer service said. What? Express Courier take more than 3 days to be delivered & do you still call it EXPRESS??

Lets see whats their explaination :~

1st Trial : They tried to deliver on Saturday but my office were closed. ( Ok, acceptable for me. )

2nd Trial : They came but claimed that the gate was closed. So they just left. ( They don't have a phone to call & check it out? I am not sure if they really came because I was in the office most of the time & don't even hear a motorbike or car comes.)

I have been waiting & waiting, 3rd day, 4th day.... Eventually I got their phone number from the sender & check for the status. I call again & again, their reply would be either still checking or on the way or will return my call but no feedback at all. Call their driver's cellphone, it will goes to "not in service" or "please try again later" or no answer or dod dod dod doooooooood. What the hell are they doing? Don't they understand the meaning of URGENT?

At last, the parcel haven't arrive & we have no choice but got to arrange for own collection at their office. I was thinking, if I haven't call, they will never call & will they just send the parcel back to the sender? Anyhow, I would definitely black-listed this courier company!

Frustrated Day

PassionFruit Cheese Cake

Can I have a piece of Cheese cake please? I need to eat & swallow all frustrated things in my mind. Who cares of the fat from cheese? Forget about the diet ( at least for 1 day ), just eat whatever I want to eat & do whatever I want to do!

I wish I am kind of forgetful so that I can live happily with no worry. I know I can just wish & not so easy to reach this level in life yet & I am sure not many people can do so too.

Perhaps eating ( beside shopping ) is one of the best way for me to throw away the sadness. Sometimes, I feel human life is really tiring. >o<

Our Small World

Bobo + Teddy + Me

Bobo loves to take picture. Everytime when I pick up my phone, she will ask, “ Take picture?” and then keep moving & posing in front of me even I say No!

She remembers Teddy bear’s name instead of her own. I asked her, “ What is your name?” Bobo will always come with one answer “ I don’t know.”………..>o<

Sleepless Night

It was such a long night. I probably just slept for 3 hours. When I was able to sleep deeper, it was almost time to wake up. That’s why I am so very sleepy & tired this morning until I can’t even open my eyes.

So many things were running in my mind. I don’t know why? Maybe think too much these days. I laid in my bed with my eyes open & the below questions keep me awake for the whole night :~

1.) What is this life for? Eat, work, sleep & then eat, work, sleep again?
2.) How long I have to work to save enough for my world travel plan, to settle my car loan & study loan, to have a new house, new dress, new………
3.) What should I do with my present “steady” job? Stays remain or jump out?
4.) Why am I so afraid of my 30’s? Partner or marriage? ( Maybe too many friends are getting married. )
5.) What I actually want to do & achieve the most in my life?

I am lost with all my confusions. Maybe it was too much coffee & tea yesterday. I wish I can go home & have a good sleep now. What’s a long day to go again.

Late Better Than Never

Something came into my mind this morning and really scared & made me feel guilty.

I was on my way home from my tuition class on last Saturday. Day was getting late and I was thinking to get home soonest. Well, I always drive steadily even I am in hurry. No speedy. But I always can’t assume when the light is going to turn red. Thought it would be stays green but I always “slightly” missed the green.

Even nothing happen and I don’t know how many times I can be so lucky. I started to scare when I recall this incident & thinking of how many accidents caused by irresponsible driver. I don’t want to be one of them!

Never ever do that again. I told myself. Better late than never. I will definitely keep in mind.

Me of Today

Hehe.... Picture taken in office today during lunch time. I am going to have new haircut very soon & feel so pity for my long hair which I've kept for a year. So, decided to keep hair memory here. Looking forward to a new fresh & prettier look soon. Changes needed to push me forward. So lets start with new hairstyle ^o^

Sunday's Mood

I love Sunday because no works & no pressure. Just relax at home &amp; do whatever I want to do. Anyway, nothing much I did today except eating & sleeping heheh....Thats why until today, I still unable to properly "manage" my over-weight problem. Perhaps its time to work something on it. Kam ba deh ^o^

Friday's Mood

Hehe....Its Friday again. Will go out for tea with friends tomorrow & wish to have a great weekend ^-^