Sleepless Night

It was such a long night. I probably just slept for 3 hours. When I was able to sleep deeper, it was almost time to wake up. That’s why I am so very sleepy & tired this morning until I can’t even open my eyes.

So many things were running in my mind. I don’t know why? Maybe think too much these days. I laid in my bed with my eyes open & the below questions keep me awake for the whole night :~

1.) What is this life for? Eat, work, sleep & then eat, work, sleep again?
2.) How long I have to work to save enough for my world travel plan, to settle my car loan & study loan, to have a new house, new dress, new………
3.) What should I do with my present “steady” job? Stays remain or jump out?
4.) Why am I so afraid of my 30’s? Partner or marriage? ( Maybe too many friends are getting married. )
5.) What I actually want to do & achieve the most in my life?

I am lost with all my confusions. Maybe it was too much coffee & tea yesterday. I wish I can go home & have a good sleep now. What’s a long day to go again.